There. I now have your attention. Here is an eyewitness account from the scene of the crimes….
Sometime this Spring, a female hawk built a nest high atop our backyard pine tree. Being the good momma that she is, her daily priority is to provide food and shelter for her babies. From her perch in the family’s home and sometimes from neighboring rooftops, she scours the area for their next meal. One evening, we were dining on the deck when Mama Hawk (nicknamed Toni Hawk) suddenly and swiftly flew past us towards a family of bunnies munching on grass in our side yard. One bunny leapt into the window well of the home next door, but we believe that an unlucky sibling became supper for the Hawk family. Our leisurely meal turned into a murder mystery.
I remember a few of the science lessons I learned from my long ago school days. For example, I can recall the concept of the Food Chain, defined as “a hierarchical series of organisms each dependent on the next as a source of food.” Simply put, this definition explains whom eats whom in the wild. I can also retrieve from the recesses of my memory the concept of Natural Order, defined by Merriam-Webster as “the orderly system comprising the physical universe and functioning according to natural as distinguished from human or supernatural laws.”
At this current point in my life, I am somewhat hypersensitive to death and the sometimes untimeliness of it. I fully understand the concepts of the Food Chain and Natural Order and their relation to the wild. I know why Mama Hawk is hunting and killing in OUR BACKYARD. She is providing food for her children. I bet she also fiercely protects them from harm, and tries to teach them about life, which most likely includes flying lessons.
As a mother, I attempted to do the same with my only offspring. I fed him, attempted to protect him from harm and served as his teacher. He was supposed to develop his own wings, leave the nest and fly off into adulthood, a career, marriage, family, and fulfillment of his dreams. Our life was supposed to follow the Natural Order of Humans, where Rule #1 is: Parents don’t bury their children. Children bury their ELDERLY parents. There really is no such thing as the “Natural Order of Humans.” We just like to believe that life will follow some logical and “normal” order. It. Does. Not.
In a previous post, I mentioned that I see a cardinal on a regular basis. I fully understand the spiritual meaning of his presence and frequent visits. I also believe that Mama Hawk did not take up residence in our backyard as coincidence, as you know I do not believe in coincidence, accidents, chance or luck. I think she is here to demonstrate and remind me that Natural Order only applies to nature and its wildlife. She is here to help me understand the Unnatural Order that is a purely human experience.